OK OK that’s it I give up!!!!… I had an on-line date tonight, getting together with a guy I had chatted with on manhunt, he wanted to see me on my web cam so we agreed to meet on MSN. I had forgot that my cam will not work with MSN on my macbook so when he asked for me to switch it on I had to tell him that I couldn’t, everything was fine till I said that the job he did was predominately heterosexual ( road maintenance) he became confused and then refused to communicate with me!…DATE OVER!.

That’s it I really do give up with being nice to people when all I get back is negative shit!!! I don’t deserve it and it all makes me wonder if there are any normal, down to earth and sane men out there!!? Maybe I should become evil and twisted and a bitch?… but why should I let these abnormal freaks change me into something that I hate in others…. I am going to laugh and forget it because when all is said and done I’m far more superior and thoughtful than these senseless individuals!.

XX PEACE XX