Young gay men are boring!…to me!!.

I don’t know why I attract younger guys, I just do!,I am not into younger men on the whole (teenagers) they are way too emotional and demanding and with regards to body image have little body hair/muscles and don’t have that jaded worldly-wise look that seems so attractive to me!

Although, rules were made to be broken and if a guy is not in the zone regarding my preferences body wise but he is über cool and fashion and creative savvy I would be extremely interested in him!.(shallow I know) but of course a guys mind is sexy beyond the desirable superficiality of the exterior form.

Just this week an 18 year old guy who started out by just by being friends gradually began to tell me that he was feeling more emotionally and sexually attracted to me and while this was an ego boost and I was very flattered by his attention, I just wasnt into him on an intellectual or physical level, obviously I told him this but he was persistent and he became more and more upset!.

My days of agonising over the confusion that a queer teenager produces are well and truly in the dim past along with my crop tops and Kylie records!!

So what I decided to do was to lie low on instant messenger to see if time would neutralise his affection towards me!.. I guess I was right because he eventually disappeared from my friends list on Facebook!!.

I can honestly tell you that I gave him no encouragement what so ever on a sexual level but this all evaded him because he had plans for us other than friendship!!. If the only guys that I attract are those that have only just stumbled out of their pink bedrooms then I’m retiring from the gay social arena.

Love Sex Passion and the lust for life.

Here are my latest images which explore the relationship between love, sex, passion and the lust and life.

My personal favourite’s are “I Love You” and ” I Love You Also” (hearts around nipples images) simply because the image’s turned into something which I hadn’t intended on. ( personal touching and warm) which is something I rarely portray in my work because I have issues with intimacy and I have trouble talking about and exploring!. 

A gay video that will break your heart.

I came across this gem of a video at blip.tv and I was instantly enchanted by the performance of the gay character and his unrequited love with his straight best friend. I am sure that at some point in every gay men’s lives the situation the main lead finds himself in is a universal homosexual experience that we have all gone through.

The video is a fabulous achievement for an unknown cast. 

Part of a series of video podcast’s within a gay context. 

Pod Jumper (a gay podcast)             

Watch the video full screen at blip.tv     

 

 

30 minute date then…. your dumped!.

OK OK that’s it I give up!!!!… I had an on-line date tonight, getting together with a guy I had chatted with on manhunt, he wanted to see me on my web cam so we agreed to meet on MSN. I had forgot that my cam will not work with MSN on my macbook so when he asked for me to switch it on I had to tell him that I couldn’t, everything was fine till I said that the job he did was predominately heterosexual ( road maintenance) he became confused and then refused to communicate with me!…DATE OVER!.

That’s it I really do give up with being nice to people when all I get back is negative shit!!! I don’t deserve it and it all makes me wonder if there are any normal, down to earth and sane men out there!!? Maybe I should become evil and twisted and a bitch?… but why should I let these abnormal freaks change me into something that I hate in others…. I am going to laugh and forget it because when all is said and done I’m far more superior and thoughtful than these senseless individuals!.

XX PEACE XX