Twin illnesses within a week.

Its weeks after I was bed ridden for 3 days with a virus, with a hot water bottle strapped to my head and a constant supply of painkillers to ease my fever and hot lucid dreams of orgies to get me through the night time. I remained weak for days afterwards and one night during this time my 13 year old dog Jack began violently vomiting which lasted 3 hours and ended at 1.30 in the morning. He then collapsed and appeared horribly lifeless, he seemed to be dying. 

I tried to be strong but emotions took over and for a while I had mini panic attacks and felt powerless to help, luckily after an hour he began to be more aware and at ease, [stress of vomiting had cause the collapse].  Thankfully he recovered and is now giving out attitude [like moi] although  in a recent appointment with the vet they informed me that he has a heart murmur and needs constant medication.

All these events have made me realise that I need to value the moment and not worry about the future because the future will happen even if I waste my time agonising over it.

     JACK LOOKING OUT OF THE WINDOW.

Hallucinating Fashionista.

I have survived the most serious airborne virus that I have ever been infected with and coming out the other side I feel a few pounds lighter and a little fatigued by pain. But the most astonishing thing were the visions and callings from a higher place which in turn gave me the internal energy to implement the journey that I was required to take.

In my fever there was a sound  (a humming) and a light  (throbbing) and as I turned my head I knew what was needed to be done.  I rolled off the sweat soaked sheets and dived into the murky marsh land filled with croaks and leaches and swam as fast as I could, till I reached the bank where the land leads up to the sacred place containing the holy macbook.

I log into ASOS and through my tear stained eyes the vision became more clear and the full impact of my mission realised A grey Buckler hoodie for £100 is a “must buy” for the Fall  —-> PROCEED TO CHECKOUT (Mission accomplished).

During the journey home I felt like my stomach was filled with the most exotic foods from all over the world and in my bed a glow  (throbbed) and was visible from uranus

After the parcel arrived and I tried the hoodie on I stared into the mirror but the only words which came to mind were , ” now where is the returns slip?, I look like a piece of shit!”.

A TRUE STORY

Easter Virus.

Being easter I thought that I would have plenty of time to do photoshop work but little did I know that I would be caught in the grip of a virus that would debilitate me and prevent me from doing anything creative and productive! So its been THREE DAYS and I haven’t been able to focus on anything other than my self pity, literally forced to my bed at times because of fatigue and fever!

Today is the first day of the Easter break that I have felt better and energized and with a will to create and visualise. I ventured outside this morning and looked at the first flowers of spring which had bravely pushed through the hard frosty surface and looked towards the dull gray sky. They are the sign and trumpet call of things to come and cheer the soul during this un-certain month.